Well after a recent serious bought with PTSD induced flashbacks, etc., I got into some intensive counseling, peer groups etc., and I am back on track! Got organized and I finally even finished up with the schooling for my retirement job, because I have been a volunteer paramedic for some 24 years I was able to take a paramedic to RN bridge and I finished that and now I am going to be a FLIGHT RN/PARAMEDIC part time!!!