Sorry to hear of your loss.
I have had many dogs & cats over the years & it never is easy, they become so much more than mere "pets". I have a cat that will be 16 this month, and even though she can be a pain in the butt at 4:30am, I can't imagine the feelings of loss I'll experience when she's gone.
Always treasure those memories, our lives are all the more richer for them.

Your 'neighbor' in Bellingham.