Quote Originally Posted by Doc Hudson
Now you are starting to understand my annoyance.

And Dr. Douglas is probably correct. When people in authority are accused of heavy-handedness, the hand almost invariably becomes heavier.
Yes. This creates a devide. An "Us vs Them."

I have been just dying to say something, it's like an itch for me. And, well, I have just left it alone. It would do me no good. It would either be deleted, ignored, get me banned, which would be horrible because I really do care about a lot of the people here and I would go nuts not being able to talk to them, or it would be totally ignored because people would be to afraid to get on the bandwagon out of fear of their own forum membership.

The only reason I have held my own tongue lately on stating my feelings is that my sense of friendship over-rides my self of defiance.

I don't want to rock the boat any more than I have to because the consequences would be unbearable. Late at night, or when the pain burns a little to bright for me to deal with, I turn to forums and communications online to take my mind off of things. It keeps me from turning to chemical dependancy, drinking, and taking painkillers.