Adam, all I can say is that whatever your problem is, I have the same problem.
I can't stop thinking about my next kilt, but who cares? it's better than going to the pub every night and coming home drunk.

I enjoy things while I can, and when I cannot, be thankful anyway.

I wish the world could share my joy of kilts, but since they cannot, I will anyway.
Just live within your budget, that's all. Don't go robbing banks to support your habit.