thanks for the support guys.
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as of right now I still have a job with the fire Dept..

its just something that ...if it ends up bad on my end ....I will have to quit the fire Dept, lose my cert, and not get to be a firefighter anymore..........

its the only thing I've done since I was 16 ( fire Explorers)

Mowgli thx for the pm I kinda figured it was that way...
I'm just trying to figure out what I'm going to do if I DO lose my job

thx again for letting me vent, and thanks for the good juju sent my way



Scott