Well there's no shame if you come to accept that you might be well on your way to becoming a kilt addict. Its a much better addiction than alcohol, which happily I've been free of for more than two years now. Spend money on kilts, hose, flashes, sporrans, and jackets and shirts to match and you have something to look at, wear, and enjoy. Spend the money on booze and its through you and flushed down the toilet within a few hours with nothing to show for it.