Don't want to pass by your post and leave you thinking nobody noticed or cared. Sounds like your having a rough go of it.
I'm not very good at comforting, especially when it involves speaking for God. You'll probably hear nicer things from others but if you believe God was there at the beginning and that He'll be there at the end, then I think it's a safe bet He's watching over the middle too.

Just wish we could know more about His master plan, sorry about your days right now.